Home
   
09:40pm 04/08/2006
  you'll be the victim of your own dirty tricks  
     Read 1 - Post
 
calculating infinity   
07:21pm 01/07/2006
  im going to be a mom.
crazy.
 
     Post
 
:)   
12:47pm 02/11/2005
  im getting a new car for my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HECK YES!  
     Post
 
   
05:49pm 31/10/2005
 
<table style='font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border:
 
     Post
 
   
01:31pm 26/10/2005
  my bed smells like you......and i woke up and thought you were still here.  
     Post
 
seriously   
02:19am 22/10/2005
  i dont know........im sooooooo mad/tired rite now that i dont think this will come out making much sense. i can't stop lisnening to be quite and drive/ acoustic version....it's good.
seriously i dont think i can even type it.......im just sick of people's SHIT.
thee events of tonight just .......fucking cute.
A-matt acting like a totall fucking IDIOT.
B-him telling me about _______ real intentions of being my friend.
C-realizing that 99.9% of guys only talk to you for that reason.
i should be over it by morning. ............
it just pisses me off. thats why i dont like to let "new" people in......beacuse they SUCK.

im going to drink some fucking whiskey or something.

hopefully tomarow is better.

hopefully grrrrr kitty is better tomarow......his niceness is getting scary. he should be trying to escape....and bite me by now.......jeezzzzzzz.

..................the corner of my blanket smells like you.......


and hopefully i find out wether or not i get the house tomarow......i really hope it works out.....beacuse it would be fucking sweeeeeeeeeet. its ssssssssssssssooooooo nice. and ........not in the ghetto. and there 's a garden in the back...one word POPPY. haha. thats all i need. im really glad i met kate...she is one of the most amazing girls i have ever met......although we fight...she still makes me my DINNER!!! haha j/k j/k.

it needs to stop raining so i can fix my car.


yeah bye.
 
     Post
 
time changes everything.   
03:19pm 10/10/2005
 
music: nials-beside you in time
when will the dirt blanket me and rest my soul?


remembering you.
 
     Post
 
   
02:00am 09/10/2005
  kmfdm tomarow........yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.  
     Post
 
   
09:57pm 04/10/2005
  but im not this.  
     Post
 
   
09:56pm 04/10/2005
  p.s. i tend to only write when im pist off.  
     Post
 
i don't know what i am to you   
09:39pm 04/10/2005
  i seriously don't know if i can handle being treated like this any longer. i think im worth a little bit more than being treated like this. . .but in your eyes apparently im not. . .im sick of being the ....when no one else is around, or whatever it is that i am to you, and aparently NOT MUCH, beacuse if i was i wouldnt be this FUCKING SECRET. whatever. i'm not disposable. i have feelings. . .it's your fucking loss. seriously paint her fucking face on mine.......and draw your little conclusions.....beacuse i am not that person...i never was.

love,
jeana
 
     Post
 
a line allows progress a circle does not   
02:20am 22/09/2005
  today i promise to buy myself a year lightwork pass.  
     Read 2 - Post
 
balls.   
01:55am 22/09/2005
  dear livejournal,
sorry i've neglected you.
i promise it wont happen agian.

love,
me.
 
     Post
 
   
06:49pm 07/07/2005
  last night was the best night EVER!!! case of corona&lime. breaking and entering to go swimming!!!!!!!


p.s your awesome!
 
     Post
 
have yet to sleep   
03:47am 05/07/2005
  i am the worste at writing whats on my mind. especially in this little window....beacuse in reality this little box doesnt mean shit. to anyone. i feel like everyone i know takes advantage of me in some form or another. lover or friend/foe...whats it matter? whats a fucking label anyways? and why does it provide some form of security? im am so tired and confused rite now that i dont think this post will make much sense to anyone....i just want to get away from all this. syracuse. and everyone thats around me at this point in my life. everyone is so fucking self centerd...its sickening.. i thought that mabye by moving out of my parents would solve a vast majority of my problems. but i guess not.  
     Post
 
   
03:28pm 29/06/2005
  im so sick of people playing games.  
     Post
 
wake up.   
12:43am 29/06/2005
  u are my only girl but your not my owner girl.
you are my only girl but your not my owner girl
 
     Post
 
   
09:53pm 21/06/2005
  you are amazing...  
     Post
 
   
10:35pm 17/06/2005
 
music: elliot smith
i completly recked my saab...to the point of no return...:(
but i got another one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
 
     Post
 
   
12:33am 12/06/2005
  can someone please buy this for me?
thanks ;)
http://www.saabnet.com/tsn/class/ci.php3?ph=050531gwoll
 
     Read 2 - Post
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Advertisement